Friday, February 4, 2011

Boulevard where the dreams are made.


I had a dream, a dream that leave me breathless; I was walking alone, in the cold morning and I can felt the air dancing in my skin, I was searching where the light was, walking walking through the flowers and grass. I kept walking and between the dream & reality I get lost, then I saw far away a beautiful path, and I kept walking because I really want to know what was in that path.

The path was mesmerizing, green grass, beautiful and uniques flowers, the sky was blue and bright clouds, big big clouds, shinning so white. Then, suddenly I felt lost and empty, empty because I think I was alone, I felt that something was wrong, and indeed, I was right. Getting lost in my own mind and thoughts I saw a boy, just walking right there infront of me, with his eyes down, I tried to yell but I can’t speak.

“What’s wrong with me?” “why I can’t talk?” “What’s going on?” “Hey boy! Wait!! I need some help!” But no one can hear, neither I, that was just my thoughts. Meanwhile, the guy looked back! Where I was, I was shocked, he was so handsome, I never saw a guy like him before in my entire life, his eyes speak for himself, something was wrong too, he saw me and said: “Are you lost?” I remember I couldn’t said a word, so I just move my head side to side to said: “No”, (even I was), he smiles at me, and we stare for a while like this. Then, he starts to laught and we both did, he touched my cheek almost touching and grabbed my hand, we was walking in the path in silence, I was flushed, I can felt, we kept walking and walking, then suddenly he stops and said to me: “I think I know you, I saw your face before, who are you?” I tried to answer that little question when he said: “You know!? Never mind! We can introducing each other!!.” I was thinking, what can I say, when He starts to talk, he was mesmerizing!! The way he talk, the way he laugh, his expressions are unique, I kept quiet, I was amazed to talk somebody like Him.

At some point in “our” conversation, we stopped because we saw a huge tree and two different paths, he stares at me and the path. Long silence.

And then, I can finally said something: “What’s this?” He said: “We must go different ways”
(I know this was too good to be true.)
"Perhaps" I said, "we coluld go together!" "That's Imposible" He said, "Someday, I know, we will see again, beautiful, but today isn't our time yet, we have to wait until we gotta live OUR Time TOGETHER, meanwhile, just take care and I promise that I will never forget you and I will find you! Live your life and be happy, don't despair." He smiles at me, and hugh me so strong and kissed my cheek. "I get it, I will wait for you." I said. Then, he disappeared.

Lonely, again. I walk to my way, huge trees on my side.
I tried to understand everything, and I thought: “I will let life surprise me ( I don’t like surprises at all) I don’t understand the reasons, but I just want to be happy.” And I kept walking and then I reached at the end of the road and at the exit was a very beautiful and big tree. And I wish that some day He and I we will be together, in our time, meanwhile, I will be happy because this is LIFE. and then, I woke up; everything was a beautiful dream.
(all photos by forbiddendreams.tumblr.com)

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